I need to

I need to do both start writing more, and finish the things I start writing. I'm looking through this blogger thing and there's like a billion drafts of stuff I started on random breaks in the library and never bothered to finish. My undeveloped creations! Crying for the nourishment of completion they sit in their digital tombs waiting to be published but they never will, due to my terrifying procrastination. If the end of the world were imminent I think I'd save my goodbyes for the very last second.

This is a resolution of sorts, I guess.

(You're two months late but whatever)

I think I'm going to start carrying a pocket notebook around with me. People think I'm joking when I say I have the mentality of an old man but I'm really not. I'll be reading something on the internet and suddenly want to google something else, but then I'll forget what I wanted to search for when I open a new tab and just sit there, thinking of what to do. I forget books at home constantly. There's a whole mess of stuff I've lost and I forgot that I've lost them.

It's bad. So the notebook would really help. That, and I'd have a nice little thing to write down ideas when I get them. Have I told you that I'm dreaming of stories? They're not particularly good but it's kind of cool.

Another thing, I'm thinking about jumping ship to tumblr. It's so pretty! I like the aesthetics of the site, but I feel that it'll be just as neglected as this little blog that I started up. I'm not even my own number one search if I type in "hello ghosts blogspot" on google. It's some band. I should fix that. Actually I'll stay here, it's cozy.

I need to read more. It's fun and very invigorating for my brain (durrr-hurrr state the obvious).

Schedules are a mess. Let's clean that up.

On an unrelated note, I'm pretty sure my mom doesn't like my taste in women as she keeps introducing random daughters of her friends in our talks together. I could be dating the Buddha and my mom would still find fault with her; probably because she isn't Pinoy.

(Oh well)